.:YellOocAarD:.

Lie in this empty bed
With this aching head
You left me here this morning
Now I can't remember why
I let you in again
To get under my skin
And every time you disappear
I remember

How I look for you
But I can't see your face
And then I hear you
The only thing you say...

I am afraid right now
I don't wanna let you down
And I am the one who can't be saved
The only thing I say
I am afraid right now
What if I can't get out?
What if I don't want to be saved?
This is me afraid

Now there's no place like home
To make me feel alone
I see you everywhere I am
And I remember how you ran out to hide
You kept me close behind
Following your every move so I remember

I look for you
But I can't see your face
And then I hear you
The only thing you say...

I am afraid right now
I don't wanna let you down
And I am the one who can't be saved
The only thing I say
I am afraid right now
What if I can't get out?
What if I don't want to be saved?
This is me afraid

I look for you
But I can't see your face
Then I hear you
The only thing you say is
Don't look for me
Cause you will never say
You won't hear me
You won't hear me

Why do we keep this up?
Why do we live like us?
When there is nothing left to save
Will you be afraid?

I am afraid right now
You already let me down
You are the one who can't be saved
If only I could say
I am afraid right now
You never will get out
You'll never let yourself be saved
You are so afraid
You are so afraid

What else should I be
All apologies
What else should I say
Everyone is gay
What else should I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies

In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun
Married
Buried

I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqua seafoam shame
Sunburn with freezeburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy

In the sun
In the sun I feel as one
In the sun
In the sun

[x2]
Married
Buried

Yeah, yeah yeah yeah

[x13]
All in all is all we are (All alone is all we all are?)

he land of the free
The home, the deprived
For years just sat back while others were asleep
But now the times are changing
Are you gonna stay the same?
We change the point of view while you point the blame on me
on me on me on...
You're nothing, nothing, nothing without your lies
You're nothing, nothing, nothing without your lies
You're nothing, nothing, nothing without your lies
You're nothing, nothing, nothing without your lies
Without your lies, without your lies

We take responsibility for things that you say
away you push it off, push it off on someone like me
Someone who cares just a little too much
You're using just another fucking crutch like me
Like me like me like me...

You're nothing, nothing, nothing without your lies
You're nothing, nothing, nothing without your lies
You're nothing, nothing, nothing without your lies
You're nothing, nothing, nothing without your lies
Without your lies, without your lies...
Lies...

Some guys-ooh,they're really something
They're always acting like they're so hot
And you-you don't seem any different
I keep a wishin' but I guess you're not

You wanna what?I don't think so
I don't waste my time on guys like that
You might be tough
But that's not enough to make it last
You wanna what?

Those eyes-ooh,I see right through'em
The way you stare gives you away
Don't even go there-ooh,you just don't get it
Real love can't be that way

You wanna what?I don't think so
I don't waste my time on guys like that
You might be tough
But that's not enough to make it last
You wanna what?

Ooh,don't you think you oughta be ashamed
Ooh,I hate to tell you I don't play that game

You wanna what?I don't think so
I don't waste my time on guys like that
You might be tough
But that's not enough to make it last
You wanna what?

You wanna what?I don't think so
I don't waste my time on guys like that
You might be tough
But that's not enough to make it last
You wanna what?

If you’re gonna rip my heart out,
could you use a knife that’s dull and rust in color.
(Once I die) there will be no way that you can cover,
that scar.
It’s hard. I know.
And if I get a little blood on you,
finally the world will know you’re guilty,
(know you're wrong)
of taking everything you’ve gotten from me
no heart, its hard. I know.

Mighty king of avondale
I just can't let this go.
Real life ain't no fairy tale
I just thought you should know.

When you’re finished with the surgery
I really hope that you will turn to me
and tell me all about the fun you had
when you were cutting up, you were cutting up.

Mighty king of avondale
I just can't let this go.
Real life ain't no fairy tale
I just thought you should know.

Living like a fairy tale the
mighty king of avondale it all went to his head, this royalty.
I stuck a knife into his back. Inventiveness is what I lack.
He’s always hanging up on loyalty.

Mighty king of avondale
I just can't let this go
real life ain't no fairy tale I just thought you should know.
[overlapping]
(Living like a fairy tale the
mighty king of avondale it all went to his head, this royalty.
I stuck a knife into his back. Inventiveness is what I lack.
He’s always hanging up on loyalty.)
(Your wrong!)
(Your wrong!)

Maybe it's not over yet
Somewhere inside him there must be some
New dream awaiting to topple the rest
When he finds himself
Feeling alive yet alone
Maybe the best he can get is still out of his reach

Ran from the life that he hates
Hoping to find some new beginning
Abandoned the future they gave and
Took away knowing what they would say

Destined to rise above all of the
Simplified answers they gave him
Back there when surrounded by
Love he could not make sense
Of feeling alive yet alone
Maybe the best he can get is
Simply burned by fate

Yet he knows he's the champion of the planet
But he's told he was wrong for somehow deciding to..

Run from the life that he hates
Hoping to find some new beginning
Abandoned the future they gave and
Took away knowing what they would say

Don't know what I was looking for when I went home, I found me alone
And sometimes I need someone to say, "You'll be all right. What's on your mind?"
But the water's shallow here and I am full of fear, and empty handed after two long years

Another sunny day in Californ-i-a
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it

Back home I always thought I wanted so much more, now I'm not too sure
Cause sometimes I miss knowing someone's there for me and feeling free
Free to stand beside the ocean in moonlight
And light myself a smoke beneath the dark Atlantic sky

Another sunny day in Californ-i-a
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it

Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line
Tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the time
And the eyes get red in the back of your head, this place will make you blind
Put it all behind me and I'll be just fine

Another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky
Sometimes I wish that it would rain here
And wash away the west coast dreaming from my eyes
There's nothing real for them to see here

Another starry night in Californ-i-a
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance, before you get a chance to feel it

Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire
Time was running out
Never knowing you weren't going to be coming down alive

But you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong believe

Be strong believe

Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
Never fearing only hearing voices calling out
Let it all go the life that you know
Just to bring them down alive

And you still came back for me
You were strong and you've believed

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong believe

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong believe
[radio voice]
again today,
we take into our hearts and mind
Those who perished on this site one year ago
and also,
those who came to toil in the rubble
To bring order out of chaos,
to help us make sense of Our despair

Wanna hold my wife when I get home
Wanna tell the kids they'll never know
How much I love to see them smile
Wanna make a change right here right now
Wanna live a life like you somehow
Wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong believe

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong believe

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong believe
(background voice):Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving lives in the dark

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong believe
(background voice):Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day

(radio voice): The world will little note, nor long remember what we say here, but it can never forget what they did here.

This can't be home anymore
This can't be home anymore

If you think I have not been missing the way she breathes
You are mistaken my friend I've fallen down
So put your mouth on my bloody knees

One night with me and I've broken your trust
I hate to be the bond you know is gonna bust (know is gonna bust)
Hurting lungs from breathing sighs of disgust

This can't be home anymore
This can't be home anymore

Now cold concrete blank walls are staring into your lonely eyes
I duck behind them and hope that you won't call
And ask for answers to why I made you cry

I never wanted us to fade out
Resting on a love that fell apart
Where are you, I need you
You still have, still have my heart

I never wanted us to fade out (fade out)
Resting on a love that fell apart (torn apart)
Where are you, I need you
You still have, still have my heart

One night with me and I've broken your trust
I hate to be the bond you know is gonna bust (know is gonna bust)
Hurting lungs from breathing sighs of disgust

This can't be home anymore
This can't be home anymore

Open up my heart (heart)
Open up my heart (heart)
Open up my heart (heart)
Open up my heart

This is the deepest cut I,
Think I have ever felt,
These are the things I think but I will never tell.
I'm trying to walk these bridges,
Burning beneath my feet,
Well I am an echo I am heard but never seen.

These are your hearts,
Like bombs they're coming down,
They're falling on me now.
And this my last try,
Got one thing left to prove,
There's a bomber in me too.

This is a mirror image,
Of everything I'm not,
Always reflecting what I've learned but was not taught.
If I could make things different,
If I could press restart,
Then I would hold back every breath that went too far.

These are your hearts,
Like bombs they're coming down,
They're falling on me now.
And this my last try,
Got one thing left to prove,
There's a bomber in me too.

Sometimes I feel like I am working in the dark,
Collecting names collecting all the mending hearts.
And if your one that I have missed along the way,
Then I'm rehearsing all the things I'd like to say.
This isn't easy for me,
This isn't easy.

These are your hearts,
Like bombs they're coming down,
They're falling on me now.
And this my last try,
Got one thing left to prove,
There's a bomber in me too.

These are your hearts,
Like bombs they're coming down ,
They're falling on me now.
And this my last try,
Got one thing left to prove,
There's a bomber in me too

Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you're next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of they have filled me up with doubt

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
I can feel you breathing (your breathing)
It's keeping (keeping) me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating (its beating)
Sinking (sinking) like a weight

How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew I threw it all away

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
I can feel you breathing (your breathing)
It's keeping (keeping) me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating (its beating)
Sinking (sinking) like a weight

Yesterday I went outside
with my momma's mason jar
caught a lovely butterfly
when I woke up today
looked in on my fairy pet
she had withered all away
no more sighing in her breast

I'm sorry for what I did
I did what my body told me to
I didn't mean to do you harm
everytime I pin down what I think I want
it slips away
the ghost slips away

I smell you on my hand for days
I can't wash away your scent
if I'm a dog then you're a bitch

I guess you're as real as me
maybe I can live with that
maybe I need fantasies
a life of chasing butterfly

I'm sorry for what I did
I did what my body told me to
I didn't mean to do you harm
everytime I pin down what I think I want
it slips away
the ghost slips away

I told you I would return
when the robin makes his nest
but I ain't never coming back
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

Watching the days burning out like a cigarette,
Just a few drags to go.
You built me up
And you broke me down,
Somehow.

Everything just seemed so clear to me
Nothing left to know.
I'll love you right and I'll love you pure,
Right now.

How can you say,
That it's too late
To save us now

And I would wait for you, ooh
If you would wait for me, yeah.
I will wait for you, ooh
if you will wait for me, yeah.

Intoxicated the edge is serrated,
So easily torn from the core.
I blushed the first time,
But you blushed the last time
My eyes hit your mind
Regenerated these feelings of hatred,
I long for your love evermore
You built me up and you broke me down
This time.

And I would wait for you, ooh
If you would wait for me, yeah.
I will wait for you, ooh
if you will wait for me, yeah.

How can you say,
That its too late
To save us now?
(How can you say)

Man once sang to me
Look at you saving the world on your own
And I wonder how things gonna be
As the time here it passes so slow

In a city of devils we live
A city of devils we live

Find somebody to learn
Boy, you gotta love someone more than yourself
I can feel the fire of the city lights burn
And it's hard to find Angels in Hell

Flying along
And I
Feel like I don't belong
And I
Can't tell right from the wrong
And why have I been here so long?

In a city of devils we live
A city of devils we live

Questions I can't seem to find
To the answers I already have
And you can't see the sky here at night
So I guess I can't make my way back

Flying along
And I
Feel like I don't belong
And I
Can't tell right from the wrong
And why have I been here so long?

What if I wanted you here
Right now
Would you fall in the fire burn me down
If I wanted you here
Right now
Would you fall in the fire burn me down
If I wanted you here
Right now

In a city of devils we live [x2]
a city of devils we live
In a city of...

Flying along
and I
feel like I don't belong
and I
can't tell right from the wrong
and why have I been here so long?

I don't belong
don't belong
I've been here too long
too long

I can't keep this together,
And I might lose this year.
I can't get through December,
And you know all my fears.

Someplace, somewhere behind me,
I walked right through the truth.
Truth is that you're the one thing,
That always pulls me through.

This troubled life I choose..
You are the one that I need,
You know that I can still bleed.
Bring me back to life..
Bring me back to life..
You let me down from my cloud,
You keep my feet on the ground.
Bring me back to life..
Bring me back to life..

When I thought that I might,
Be invincible.
It wasn't long before I,
Was invisible.
To your eyes and I swear,
There's nothing left in here.
And the more you say you don't care,
The more I know you're there.

You are the one that I need,
You know that I can still bleed.
Bring me back to life..
Bring me back to life..
You let me down from my cloud,
You keep my feet on the ground.
Bring me back to life..
Bring me back to life..
I can't keep this together..
(you are the one that I need..)

I can't stay sick forever..
(you know that I can still bleed..)
I can't stop this disaster..
(you bring me down from my cloud..)
I can't fall any faster..
You are the one that I need,
You know that I can still bleed.
Bring me back to life..
Bring me back to life..

You are the one that I need,
You know that I can still bleed.
Bring me back to life..
Bring me back to life..
You let me down from my cloud,
You keep my feet on the ground.
Bring me back to life..
Bring me back to life..

You are the one that I need..
You know that I can still bleed..
You let me down from my cloud..
You keep my feet on the ground..

Is this just a matter of
Me getting what I needed?
Till I was safe upon the other side
Of the international dateline
And it's just a matter of
Me keeping myself seated
Till the pilot killed the overdrive
And landed in a place where you can't
Find me there
Find me there
When you hold one chance
And you break your hands
When the secret's safe
And you call my name
Then I am gone
I'm tired of you and me
(Tired of you and me)
And the space that's in between
(Space that's in between)
And I would rather be somewhere
With better thoughts and warmer air
I'm tired of trying to be
(Tired of trying to be)
Somebody different than me
(Different than me)
I'm tired of trying to shine it on
When the lights go out tonight, I'm gone
I'll run from here
Run
When you hold one chance
And you break your hands
When the secret's safe
And you call my name
When the hurt gets real
And you still can't feel
When you can't escape
And you cannot stay
Then I am gone
Safe upon the other side
Of the international dateline
I landed in a place that you can't find
You can't find me there
You can't find me there
When you hold one chance
And you break your hands
When the secret's safe
And you call my name
When the hurt gets real
(The hurt gets real)
And you still can't feel
(Still can't feel)
When you can't escape
(Can't escape)
And you cannot stay
Then I am gone
Safe upon the other side
Of the international dateline
I landed in a place that you can't find
When the last plane leaves
And you cry for me
When you lie awake
And you feel it break
Then I am gone

Dear Bobbie,
Do you remember when you were young and very pretty? I do, I remember
pleated skirts, black and white saddle shoes.
Do you remember dancing
that night? I do, I still think of you when we dance, although we cant
jitterbug as we did back then.
Do you remember when
How long has it been?
1945 you opened my blue eyes
To see a whole new life
Do you remember when
I told you this that night,
That if you're by my side
When everyday begins
I'll fall for you again
I made a promise when
I told you this that night
I'll be fine
When I die, then I die loving you
It's alright, I'll be fine
When I die then I die loving you
Loving you, loving you
Do you remember the times we would give up on each other and get back
together, then we were finally married in 1949. We drove the yellow
convertible on our honeymoon. Do you remember? I do.
Life has led us here
Together all these years
This house that we have made
Holds twenty-thousand days
And memories we've saved
Since life has led us here
And I'll be fine
Cause when I die, then I die loving you
It's alright, I'll be fine
Cause when I die then I die loving you
Loving you, loving you
I'm coming home to you
Slipping off my shoes
Resting in my chair
See you standing there
The silver in your hair
I'm coming home to you
When I lay tonight, when I close my eyes
I know the sun will rise
Here the next life
As long as your still mine, then its alright
I'll be fine
Cause when I die, then I die loving you
It's alright, I'll be fine
Cause when I die then I die loving you
Loving you, loving you
You have gray hair now but you're a beautiful woman and the years have
been good to both of us. We walk slow now, but we still have each
other. The glue of love is still bonding us together. Love is what I
remember. Do you remember?

Procrastination, the small conversation
the tensions beginning to build up inside
no one else's point of view
has ever been to what you think is right
that's why no body is your friend
but they'll always become
one someday as she follows me
is now business that you run
wondering what went wrong
wondering just how long the road ahead will be
joy has compromised
dotting all the I's, crossing the T's
one out of one
its a realization of peoples reflection
of what you believe
anyone who now looks back
be ready to die
the fought will change
so please don't get me wrong
we share our common goals
inside of me sees how you are
so go one with the show
wondering what went wrong
wondering just how long the road ahead will be
joy has compromised
dotting all the I's, crossing the T's
see where it gets us
well see where we hang out
but nothing can keep me from coming this way
look at the sins and banged up poverty
like which you remain in
i won't buy what your selling
i feel my eye repairing
always makes a chance
to be seen

Won't you come see about me?
I'll be alone, dancing you know
Tell me your troubles and doubts
Giving me everything inside and out
Love's strange so real in the dark
Think about the tender things that we were working on
Slow change can pull us apart
When the light gets into your heart
Don't you forget about me
Don't don't don't don't
Don't you forget about me
Don't you forget about me
Don't don't don't don't
Don't you forget about me
As you walk on by
(Will you call my name?)
When you walk away
Will you walk on by?
Will you call my name?
La la la...

I work all night
For one more day that I can say I'm all alone
Alone
I just need time and I will say what I believe and I'll come home
Home
And all I know
I never thought I would wake up in bed
watching the world coming down on my head
I'd sleep like a dog if you would never have said
this is the world coming down on your head
As life flies by
I'm not sure how I'm gonna do this all again
Again
So line by line I write this down and I'm just trying to find the end
The end
And all I know
I never thought I would wake up in bed
watching the world coming down on my head
I'd sleep like a dog if you would never have said,
this is the world coming down on your head
You gave it to me I remember it read,
you've got the world coming down on your head
There's nothing to fight for it's already dead
and this is the world coming down on my head
when will it all end
One of you moves the others follow you
I never thought I would wake up in bed
watching the world coming down on my head
I'd sleep like a dog if you would never have said,
this is the world coming down on your head
I'm not gonna swallow the lie that I'm fed
cause I want the world coming down on my head
You're gonna find out you're already dead
and I was the world coming down on your head

When I look into your eyes, I can see
Such a sad man in disguise
waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me, I can see


Hurts my heart to see you cry


waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me





I don't know you anymore, I wish I knew what's wrong


Can't we try to slam that door, start a brand new song





I know you're lonely and you cry, wondering why


I know you're lonely but if once, you could help me understand


What it takes to be a man


Look back on what you said, and the life you led


Is it what you dreamed when you were young like me.





And now it's time you took something back


just for the sake of your mind, your mind, your mind





When I look into your eyes, I can see


Life has buried you alive


waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me


And you can't breathe


Heart as big as ocean's wide


waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me

I'm not like them


But I can pretend


The sun is gone


But I have a light


The day is done


But I'm having fun


I think I'm dumb


Or maybe just happy





Think I'm just happy [x3]





My heart is broke


But I have some glue


Help me inhale


And mend it with you


We'll float around


And hang out on clouds


Then we'll come down


And have a hangover





Have a hangover [x3]





Skin the sun


Fall asleep


Wish away


The soul is cheap


Lesson learned


Wish me luck


Soothe the burn


Wake me up





I'm not like them


But I can pretend


The sun is gone


But I have a light


My day is done


But I'm having fun


I think I'm dumb


Maybe just happy





Think I'm just happy [x3]





I think I'm dumb [x12]

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down
As I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes
You forget where the heart is
Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening
Now, can't you see something's missing
You forget where the heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay
Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life?
What's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay
It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay
It's okay
It's okay

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you thats drifting over me
'Cause when I look you're you`re never there
But when I sleep you're you`re everywhere
You're everywhere
just Tell me how I got this far
Tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause everytime I look you're never there
And everytime I sleep you're always there
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone. i`m not alone
i Recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that you might not be real
I sense that now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
(interlude)
When I touch your hand
It's then I understand
That beauty lies within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
There never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath it's you I breathe
You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?